my seventh lament

for now my blog would be about our schedule in school
so far i have no probs about our teachers but since our sched would be adjusted
then they would also look for teachers to fill that sched
grrr..... they shouldnt do that
i mean, i already love our teachers because they're not boring like the rest of the teaching staff
i'm also a bit happy though because my ex bf and I are starting to be more than friends
although the feeling is mutual when we say we're not getting back together again
sheesh i'm afraid to get to that part of my life again... soon

my sixth lament

life is filled with many trials and sufferings
but it is also filled with happiness and smiles
thinking you're the only one hurting is selfishness
and more so if you're hurting yourself

i have classmate who's suicidal
everytime she has a huge problem
like a fight with her boyfriend or a fight with her mom
or a fight with her sis
she slashes her wrists
some may agree with this but i most certainly do not
before i thought it was so sad and i pitied her but now i know that she doesnt deserve my pity
we all want to help her but she doesnt see it
i'm angry with her coz she doesnt see the worried looks on her close friends and to top it off
the person she considers her bestest friend does it too
i'm worried about her but we're not that close
even if i wanted to do something
i cant
coz i know i'll probably make things worse anyway