My 8th smile: novus primo?

So basically... things happened a lot in the months that I haven't been here... My Bf and I broke up then went to MU stage then really really broke up and now I'm in a weird relationship... But he's the source of my secret smiles for now... And I mean secret. Coz so far... only my sister knows that me and this guy have been dating... Why the secret? First of all, he's my bestfriends' cousin and I mean that in the plural... Second of all... he's 5 years older than me.... and last of all.... we come from different religions.... Oh yeah and I'm taking a breather first from my last relationship... But I can say... he's a bit special... don't know how much yet though but he's different... incomparable to my last Bf, not necessarily in a "he's better" sort of comparison but in a they're both unique individuals sort of comparison.

So for now... let's just say, he could be a new beginning...