As I look at your sleeping face
I forget the time or the place
If somehow time could freeze a day
God, can you let it be today
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
My thoughts drift farther and away
to one I'd really leave someday
an old wish not to fall in love
a longing secret wish to stay
Wishes made by a girl who feared
a future not to be endeared
But as she grew and learned a bit
She learned that was not really it
The fears she had were never hers
They really were another's tears
mixed with the ones she kept inside
and producing another kind
Someday these things I will let go
I will give love another go
The past that really wasn't mine
Soon I'll make my own new design
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
my 11th smile: ^_^
I'm just smiling coz life is really nice and God has been nice to me this year. ^_^
I found a new man to love. And I'm starting to fall for him... bad...
It's just short time that we became officially part of each other's lives but it feels like we're part of each other... hehehe
A bit cliche I think. But.... it's so.... overwhelming.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
my 9th smile: just wanna smile
His brother now knows. My bestfirend now knows. Hehehehe
and he's making me happy though we're not "on" yet. ^_^
my fear is falling for him coz it's so easy and I think I might be doing just that
I want to reflect and realize that it's not a fear that it's something inevitable and that I should just let it be...
Coz I'm happy with him...
I'm happy to feel his hand hold mine...
It's just an emotion that I can't define for now... But I think I'm afraid to lose control.
But anyway, I trust him coz he's my bestfriend's cousin just basically because of that I trust him.
If my parents heard my logic they wouldn't believe it.... But anyway, I think I'm saying yes to him.
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