Mid-20's crises

I thought awkwardness ended when I graduated from highschool... But no, still that socially awkward girl masking as a post grad student who quietly listens to everything you say in agreement when my mind is shouting expletives about how you should handle things. No, they dont do that in adult world it seems, you just let them be their stupid idiotic selves and watch them burn... Sheeesh.

I feel like nobody listens to what I say and they just prefer to be in their comfort zones or "safe" zones where they think their choices are socially acceptable but I cant help not feeling any sincerity at all.

Charity, service... It's all a shallow facade.

It's like the ends justifies the means or something and I DONT LIKE IT. I don't like this adult world where I'm supposed to fit... T_T