A chapter closed

I say good bye to you
good bye to the love story that never was
And never will

I close a chapter now
And forever, in this lifetime
Because I believe in soulmates
I believe in love

Thank you for the magic
Of that once in a lifetime dream
sitting by the ocean
hidden by a gleam

Thank you for the talk
that was really more
Our souls somehow met then and there
and we knew

How can I cry
Over something that never spilled
How can I bemoan
something that never started

Still this heart of mine still cries
coz goodbyes can be so sad
But, I still have to say it
Good bye Pied Piper

Catching a cloud

I stare at him in wonder
He's a white cloud turning gray
I try to catch him and fail
Always forgetting he's air
To be Somewhere, anywhere
Is where he would rather be
I try to catch him and fail
I wanna know how it feels
To catch a flighty white cloud
Feel the air around me; Fly

Getting out of my box

I've been so wrapped up around myself that I didn't know what's been happening with the people I love. I am really disturbed that I didn't know what my bestfriend has been going through and I feel inadequate that I was not there for her when she might have needed me the most.

In my own form of art

Tinted orange, the sun has set
I glided down the lush green mountain
On a bike with my best friend
And let the wind kiss and caress my cheeks
As I raised my hands and embraced it
Until I die I don't want to forget that moment
My heart may burst with passion
with appreciation of God's creation

my 14th lament: a me not quite

slowly day by day, i become someone I'm not. though i try not to change, somehow my life just does. even if i don't seem to look like it, my heart's not really made of stone. i get easily hurt by the things that pass by and even though i don't need to get hurt i still do. my life frustrates me, my heart deserts me, I'm left, a wanderer that comes with the wind. a nobody that leaves no mark or foot print and leaves with the wind. my heart hurts, my head aches, my soul is withering away. how could i have done something so wrong as to put my friend's trusts on the line.