i just wanna cry today coz i dont understand, i thought and believed he'd love me until the end but seems the end just arrived. i think i'm really getting emotional but to actually hope to love the person who loves you and finally loving him then in the end you find out his love wont last long...
its heartbreaking and i want to cry.
i mean i really want to cry. as in super.
i seldom cry, its really not me.
i've been called the ice princess, i've been called numb yet its the first time i realized that i'm willing to go thru forever with him yet this is what happens.
i cant blame him though. and i cant blame me. i'm probably going thru naive phase for the second time.
i just wanna cry.
wish today would pause and everyone would pause with it.
then i'd cry, cry until it stops hurting then face the world again with a smile.
i wish i can believe this is just a phase.
i wish to believe in us.
yet his words, my recent doubts, i really cant say i dont see this coming yet it hurts, it hurts, it hurts...
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