Friday, August 7, 2009

my 9th smile: just wanna smile

His brother now knows. My bestfirend now knows. Hehehehe
and he's making me happy though we're not "on" yet. ^_^
my fear is falling for him coz it's so easy and I think I might be doing just that
I want to reflect and realize that it's not a fear that it's something inevitable and that I should just let it be...

Coz I'm happy with him...
I'm happy to feel his hand hold mine...
It's just an emotion that I can't define for now... But I think I'm afraid to lose control.
But anyway, I trust him coz he's my bestfriend's cousin just basically because of that I trust him.
If my parents heard my logic they wouldn't believe it.... But anyway, I think I'm saying yes to him.

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