Saturday, October 2, 2010

my 25th lament

Let it be known that my writing has impact. In this case negative impact. I wrote too many harsh words for someone and some of them were below the belt. I realize I don't have the right to say those things because I don't really know him and I don't know what kind of life he has. I spoke out of anger, in defense of my group mates. Me, who was the least affected. Tsk tsk. And though I know how hard it is to put my flag down and apologize, I'll still do it. Though I'm still thinking how to do it without losing All of my dignity and pride.

Dear Lord, I know its going to be hard to apologize but please... give me the opportunity to do so. I fear the risk of being taken for a fool but if its for everyone's sake I'll apologize. Its just so hard.

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